I've hit a wall:

This Mama is beyond EXHAUSTED!!! My alarm clock went off  at 5:15 am to get ready for boot camp. I looked outside and saw all the snow and I was so tired. I felt like I took a sleeping pill. So I decided that I would go back to sleep and go to boot camp tonight.
I have seriously hit a HUGE wall. Tomorrow marks 1 week, that my kids first were sick. It has been a ROUGH week. I almost had a brake down this morning. Yep, this girl almost cried, but I didn't, close though.
I heard our 4 year old screaming. At first I thought I was dreaming it since I was still sleeping but no, it was him. He was laying on the couch and threw up. I got it all cleaned up and he went in our room and laid on the bed that we make for him on the floor. Within maybe 20 minutes, he threw up again all over the bed. I just wanted to cry. I just sat on the floor for a good 5 minutes just sitting there. Why or why can't my kids get sick at the same time?? It's so much harder when they get sick one by one. We can't leave the house. I have no joke probably done over 30 loads of laundry in 1 week. I have gone through a full can of Lysol in 2 days, a whole container of Clorox wipes, my hands are super dry from all the cleaning products. Yeah, it's been HELL!!!!! I am thankful for my hubby who has helped so much. I look forward to when he gets home so I can get out of the house for a little bit to workout. I feel so bad for my boys. They have been so sick. Everyone is doing better except for Jaxon, so hopefully a few more days and we should be healthy again. I PRAY my hubby and I don't get their sickness. That's all I need:/
On a happier note, tomorrow is our the last day of our first month. I'm excited to hear every one's weight loss and can't wait to see my before and after pics. Yes, I see myself everyday in the mirror, but I don't think you really see the difference until you take a picture and compare the too. I am really excited. I have worked sooooo HARD!!!